Come into my arms
Here, I am rest
You've been holding so much inside for too long
Come
Be with me
I'll give you rest
I'll show you tenderness
Lay your head down
Deeply breathing you in
There is softness here
soothing depths of the ocean
Rest
let me loosen the burden
Heal
gardens of love
blossom within
Monday, September 30, 2013
Just for Today
Just for today,
I'll look into my own eyes
And will believe in what I see
I will believe in what I feel
There is no need to remember what is real
It's all around me
The songs of my past and future
I can't escape my truth
It's already what I'm doing that matter to me now
I don't need to know how
If I can only open up
And not wait for all the right moments
I know that somehow
Somehow
Somehow
You'll remember that I'm here
You'll believe that I can be
I can be
all that I am to you
I want to remember
That this is my life
Your heart
It glows and I can't look away because something about it makes me believe that there is another chance here for me. Have I really made a mistake that I can't change? Have I really hurt you too badly? Can I not change? Is this my fate? Will I, will I ever see you again?
I want to remember those words you told me I was young
I want to remember the life that I had when I was your age. It wasn't fair, you see. I wanted to know so much but I didn't let my heart believe. I wanted to believe.
I want to believe.
I want you to know me
I want you to know me
I want you to know me
I want
I want
I want you to love me
And if you can see me, then maybe I'll see me
And maybe I'll believe
And maybe the day will be all that I've dreamed
And maybe I won't be afriad
And maybe me heart will awaken
And maybe I won't be broken
And maybe my life will be free
Free
FRee
FReedom comes in the
night
But I want freedom
Just for today
I want freedom to set me free and more to believe
That I can fly to the highest places
There is no limitation.
I want to believe that
I want to believe in you
I want to believe in me
and I want you to now me
Can you still see me?
Why am I crying? I know you're still with me
There is no reason to be afraid, you say.
And I want to remember that.
If there is a moment
When you need my help
All you must do is call for me
A moment, just like this one
You were waiting for me on the other side
I knew it wasn't long now, until my hands were in yours
IT wasn't long now till I could rest, this heart is heavy
It's not wanting to keep pushing passed own boundaries
It's not long now
Until you're heart is one with mine
I knew that this moment would come and the sun would shine again
It seems like moments can break you
But somehow my heart isn't broken
Somehow, I still can believe in what I don't see
And I still want to love you, just the way that you are
I know that this moment is going to last me forever
This is the moment I've been dreaming of
I know that you will always be my friend
Thank-you
For always being my friend
Thank-you
For your support
Thank-you
For all the times that you held me when I was afraid of this experience
Thank-you for all the times you have loved me
Thank-you for everything you are to me
And I want to hold you when you need me
I want to hold you close to me
I want to send you all love that my heart holds
I want to kiss your lips
and sing you songs
of joy and freedom
Of joy and flight
through this beautiful blue sky
that is still open to us
We haven't lost all
And when do it's just because we're about to awaken
We're about to bloom
My heart is still beating and I'm still inlove with you
I know that you know me
I know that you know me
I know
I know that you love me
I know that you care
I know that I will always
Be here with you
In this unbreakable.
I'll look into my own eyes
And will believe in what I see
I will believe in what I feel
There is no need to remember what is real
It's all around me
The songs of my past and future
I can't escape my truth
It's already what I'm doing that matter to me now
I don't need to know how
If I can only open up
And not wait for all the right moments
I know that somehow
Somehow
Somehow
You'll remember that I'm here
You'll believe that I can be
I can be
all that I am to you
I want to remember
That this is my life
Your heart
It glows and I can't look away because something about it makes me believe that there is another chance here for me. Have I really made a mistake that I can't change? Have I really hurt you too badly? Can I not change? Is this my fate? Will I, will I ever see you again?
I want to remember those words you told me I was young
I want to remember the life that I had when I was your age. It wasn't fair, you see. I wanted to know so much but I didn't let my heart believe. I wanted to believe.
I want to believe.
I want you to know me
I want you to know me
I want you to know me
I want
I want
I want you to love me
And if you can see me, then maybe I'll see me
And maybe I'll believe
And maybe the day will be all that I've dreamed
And maybe I won't be afriad
And maybe me heart will awaken
And maybe I won't be broken
And maybe my life will be free
Free
FRee
FReedom comes in the
night
But I want freedom
Just for today
I want freedom to set me free and more to believe
That I can fly to the highest places
There is no limitation.
I want to believe that
I want to believe in you
I want to believe in me
and I want you to now me
Can you still see me?
Why am I crying? I know you're still with me
There is no reason to be afraid, you say.
And I want to remember that.
If there is a moment
When you need my help
All you must do is call for me
A moment, just like this one
You were waiting for me on the other side
I knew it wasn't long now, until my hands were in yours
IT wasn't long now till I could rest, this heart is heavy
It's not wanting to keep pushing passed own boundaries
It's not long now
Until you're heart is one with mine
I knew that this moment would come and the sun would shine again
It seems like moments can break you
But somehow my heart isn't broken
Somehow, I still can believe in what I don't see
And I still want to love you, just the way that you are
I know that this moment is going to last me forever
This is the moment I've been dreaming of
I know that you will always be my friend
Thank-you
For always being my friend
Thank-you
For your support
Thank-you
For all the times that you held me when I was afraid of this experience
Thank-you for all the times you have loved me
Thank-you for everything you are to me
And I want to hold you when you need me
I want to hold you close to me
I want to send you all love that my heart holds
I want to kiss your lips
and sing you songs
of joy and freedom
Of joy and flight
through this beautiful blue sky
that is still open to us
We haven't lost all
And when do it's just because we're about to awaken
We're about to bloom
My heart is still beating and I'm still inlove with you
I know that you know me
I know that you know me
I know
I know that you love me
I know that you care
I know that I will always
Be here with you
In this unbreakable.
Saturday, September 14, 2013
Chakra Activation
September 14, 2013
Chakra Activation:
I went outside and it was a beautiful day, the wind was cool and the sky was clear blue. It reminded me of how Mt. Shasta's weather felt. Butterflies were fluttering about and a hummingbird kept on buzzing around the porch. I had a small smile on my face as I rested blissfully outside and slurped on my yummy oranges.
I could feel my connection with the world around me - the plants were whispering to me and I could see in my mind eye...sweet fae playing and even one coming up to the porch to say hello to me. :)
I decided I would do a chakra activation meditation and really ground in this openness I was feeling.
I began by speaking out loud that I was going to activate my chakra - I believe in the power of spoken word.
I started with my Root chakra. At first, I didn't feel much but I allowed myself to sink into the moment and just relax. As I did, I felt a sense of confident assurance and green energy snaking down from underneath me to meet the Earth. I find it interesting that sometimes I experience very much what others do with chakra's and other times I have my own unique experience with them.
I moved to my Sacral chakra and imagined the yummy energy I feel when I am sexually active and feeling really amazing about it. It's kind of a sparkly, tingly energy...like being excited about a dream coming true! It spilled through-out my entire body and filled me with this delicious feeling.
I went on to my Solar Plexus and was reminded of that cool energy I used to feel in body when I was younger. I remember that I didn't know where it came from but I would push and strain until I simply couldn't stand the overwhelming power of the energy in my body. I didn't know anything about chakra's at the time or energy...It was just an odd feeling that I was playing with. Now, I can feel that it orginates in my Solar Plexus and it probably connected with Kundalini energy, as well. The Solar Plexus is like a sun in my being - it can either shine brightly or go inward like a black hole. As I activated it, I felt confidence swirl around me. It also lit up my heart space. I don't feel my Solar Plexus active as much because of my fearfulness that I've been experiencing, lately. I barely feel human when it's very active. There is a sense of fearlessness that is uncommon for me.
I cleared out some pollution in my Solar Plexus and it felt good. :)
Then it was time to connect with my heart chakra - I did sense it as green and it usually gets washed in golden energy. I felt the world around me and I ALLOWED Universal love - and love from both the moon and the sun...It's that feeling that makes you feel a bit teary-eyed.
I then saw a cute catipillar and this awesome garden spider on the porch. I stood up on the steps of the porch and watched the blue sky as I prepared to go to my throat chakra.
The cicada's were singing and I could hear them with "new ears". As I listened I spoke aloud, "Now, my throat chakra. For those song birds who came before me." I imagined my throat chakra as a blue, multifaceted jewel...I felt myself being extremely activated and even as cars passed by my house - I continue standing tall and proud. It felt a bit awkward but it didn't feel good to break the energy I was holding.
Then, above me, a huge shadow flew across the land and I saw a hawk gliding over me - just above my head. It is amazing to receive these sort of signs!
Next, was my third eyes which is already pretty active so it was just tapping into that and connecting it with all of my other chakra's. I felt beauty...and intense energy all around me - in the heavens and celestial energies moving. I saw this triangular energy covering over the earth and I thought in my mind, "I bless you all." It's so awesome because in the past my anger is what would have come through but because my heart truly wants to bless all, that is what happened. The core inside my heart has healed in many ways - it has release a lot of my anger but being able to express it. :)
I felt almost inhuman because of the energy going through my body...My BODY felt inhuman but my mind was still very human. Soooo, I knew that it was time to activate my crown chakra...which activates the mind and gives clarity/wisdom.
I activate my crown chakra and my mind does come into alignment...I feel more clarity, simplicity and connection. It felt a little bit less "inhuman" and more - "connected".
Then, my cat brought up a little rodent and wanted to play with it and eventually kill it. I felt uncomfortable by this. Should I save the rodent? Would it be sending a message to my cat that what she is doing is WRONG - when it's something natural to her? Should I interfere or not?
I eventually let her into the house and she stopped playing with the rodent but then wanted to go back out...She might have killed it but I don't know yet. I am interested to see what my lesson with that is.
My goal is to see how long I can remain in an activated state - how can I integrate this into my daily life? I enjoy feeling activated! :)
Chakra Activation:
I went outside and it was a beautiful day, the wind was cool and the sky was clear blue. It reminded me of how Mt. Shasta's weather felt. Butterflies were fluttering about and a hummingbird kept on buzzing around the porch. I had a small smile on my face as I rested blissfully outside and slurped on my yummy oranges.
I could feel my connection with the world around me - the plants were whispering to me and I could see in my mind eye...sweet fae playing and even one coming up to the porch to say hello to me. :)
I decided I would do a chakra activation meditation and really ground in this openness I was feeling.
I began by speaking out loud that I was going to activate my chakra - I believe in the power of spoken word.
I started with my Root chakra. At first, I didn't feel much but I allowed myself to sink into the moment and just relax. As I did, I felt a sense of confident assurance and green energy snaking down from underneath me to meet the Earth. I find it interesting that sometimes I experience very much what others do with chakra's and other times I have my own unique experience with them.
I moved to my Sacral chakra and imagined the yummy energy I feel when I am sexually active and feeling really amazing about it. It's kind of a sparkly, tingly energy...like being excited about a dream coming true! It spilled through-out my entire body and filled me with this delicious feeling.
I went on to my Solar Plexus and was reminded of that cool energy I used to feel in body when I was younger. I remember that I didn't know where it came from but I would push and strain until I simply couldn't stand the overwhelming power of the energy in my body. I didn't know anything about chakra's at the time or energy...It was just an odd feeling that I was playing with. Now, I can feel that it orginates in my Solar Plexus and it probably connected with Kundalini energy, as well. The Solar Plexus is like a sun in my being - it can either shine brightly or go inward like a black hole. As I activated it, I felt confidence swirl around me. It also lit up my heart space. I don't feel my Solar Plexus active as much because of my fearfulness that I've been experiencing, lately. I barely feel human when it's very active. There is a sense of fearlessness that is uncommon for me.
I cleared out some pollution in my Solar Plexus and it felt good. :)
Then it was time to connect with my heart chakra - I did sense it as green and it usually gets washed in golden energy. I felt the world around me and I ALLOWED Universal love - and love from both the moon and the sun...It's that feeling that makes you feel a bit teary-eyed.
I then saw a cute catipillar and this awesome garden spider on the porch. I stood up on the steps of the porch and watched the blue sky as I prepared to go to my throat chakra.
The cicada's were singing and I could hear them with "new ears". As I listened I spoke aloud, "Now, my throat chakra. For those song birds who came before me." I imagined my throat chakra as a blue, multifaceted jewel...I felt myself being extremely activated and even as cars passed by my house - I continue standing tall and proud. It felt a bit awkward but it didn't feel good to break the energy I was holding.
Then, above me, a huge shadow flew across the land and I saw a hawk gliding over me - just above my head. It is amazing to receive these sort of signs!
Next, was my third eyes which is already pretty active so it was just tapping into that and connecting it with all of my other chakra's. I felt beauty...and intense energy all around me - in the heavens and celestial energies moving. I saw this triangular energy covering over the earth and I thought in my mind, "I bless you all." It's so awesome because in the past my anger is what would have come through but because my heart truly wants to bless all, that is what happened. The core inside my heart has healed in many ways - it has release a lot of my anger but being able to express it. :)
I felt almost inhuman because of the energy going through my body...My BODY felt inhuman but my mind was still very human. Soooo, I knew that it was time to activate my crown chakra...which activates the mind and gives clarity/wisdom.
I activate my crown chakra and my mind does come into alignment...I feel more clarity, simplicity and connection. It felt a little bit less "inhuman" and more - "connected".
Then, my cat brought up a little rodent and wanted to play with it and eventually kill it. I felt uncomfortable by this. Should I save the rodent? Would it be sending a message to my cat that what she is doing is WRONG - when it's something natural to her? Should I interfere or not?
I eventually let her into the house and she stopped playing with the rodent but then wanted to go back out...She might have killed it but I don't know yet. I am interested to see what my lesson with that is.
My goal is to see how long I can remain in an activated state - how can I integrate this into my daily life? I enjoy feeling activated! :)
Friday, September 13, 2013
The Magical Plant Nursery
The Magical Plant Nursery -
Part Two!
The Spring had sprung and all the magic plants had found new homes....But as Fall Equinox approached, Ellie was called to a new mission...
It was time to go to the Source, the birthing place of the magic. Hidden within a small village, behind enormous tree's was Barton's - the Source plant nursery.
It was here where the plants grew from saplings and then left to their prospective magical nurseries or with plant magic contractors.
Just like with the other plant nursery, no one knew her true identity. The day Ellie was called she went on an adventure to find this hidden nursery...She almost missed it but their owl found her and guided her to the Source nursery.
Even though they didn't know her identity, they knew that she had worked at Collier's which was one of the most qualified magic nurseries in the kingdom. She had a little bit of pull and this nursery wanted her there.
~
Part Two!
The Spring had sprung and all the magic plants had found new homes....But as Fall Equinox approached, Ellie was called to a new mission...
It was time to go to the Source, the birthing place of the magic. Hidden within a small village, behind enormous tree's was Barton's - the Source plant nursery.
It was here where the plants grew from saplings and then left to their prospective magical nurseries or with plant magic contractors.
Just like with the other plant nursery, no one knew her true identity. The day Ellie was called she went on an adventure to find this hidden nursery...She almost missed it but their owl found her and guided her to the Source nursery.
Even though they didn't know her identity, they knew that she had worked at Collier's which was one of the most qualified magic nurseries in the kingdom. She had a little bit of pull and this nursery wanted her there.
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