Chakra Activation

September 14, 2013
Chakra Activation: 

I went outside and it was a beautiful day, the wind was cool and the sky was clear blue. It reminded me of how Mt. Shasta's weather felt. Butterflies were fluttering about and a hummingbird kept on buzzing around the porch. I had a small smile on my face as I rested blissfully outside and slurped on my yummy oranges. 
I could feel my connection with the world around me - the plants were whispering to me and I could see in my mind eye...sweet fae playing and even one coming up to the porch to say hello to me. :) 
I decided I would do a chakra activation meditation and really ground in this openness I was feeling. 
I began by speaking out loud that I was going to activate my chakra - I believe in the power of spoken word.
I started with my Root chakra. At first, I didn't feel much but I allowed myself to sink into the moment and just relax. As I did, I felt a sense of confident assurance and green energy snaking down from underneath me to meet the Earth. I find it interesting that sometimes I experience very much what others do with chakra's and other times I have my own unique experience with them.
I moved to my Sacral chakra and imagined the yummy energy I feel when I am sexually active and feeling really amazing about it. It's kind of a sparkly, tingly energy...like being excited about a dream coming true! It spilled through-out my entire body and filled me with this delicious feeling.
I went on to my Solar Plexus and was reminded of that cool energy I used to feel in body when I was younger. I remember that I didn't know where it came from but I would push and strain until I simply couldn't stand the overwhelming power of the energy in my body. I didn't know anything about chakra's at the time or energy...It was just an odd feeling that I was playing with. Now, I can feel that it orginates in my Solar Plexus and it probably connected with Kundalini energy, as well. The Solar Plexus is like a sun in my being - it can either shine brightly or go inward like a black hole. As I activated it, I felt confidence swirl around me. It also lit up my heart space. I don't feel my Solar Plexus active as much because of my fearfulness that I've been experiencing, lately. I barely feel human when it's very active. There is a sense of fearlessness that is uncommon for me.
I cleared out some pollution in my Solar Plexus and it felt good. :) 
Then it was time to connect with my heart chakra - I did sense it as green and it usually gets washed in golden energy. I felt the world around me and I ALLOWED Universal love - and love from both the moon and the sun...It's that feeling that makes you feel a bit teary-eyed. 
I then saw a cute catipillar and this awesome garden spider on the porch. I stood up on the steps of the porch and watched the blue sky as I prepared to go to my throat chakra.
The cicada's were singing and I could hear them with "new ears". As I listened I spoke aloud, "Now, my throat chakra. For those song birds who came before me." I imagined my throat chakra as a blue, multifaceted jewel...I felt myself being extremely activated and even as cars passed by my house - I continue standing tall and proud. It felt a bit awkward but it didn't feel good to break the energy I was holding.
Then, above me, a huge shadow flew across the land and I saw a hawk gliding over me  - just above my head. It is amazing to receive these sort of signs! 
Next, was my third eyes which is already pretty active so it was just tapping into that and connecting it with all of my other chakra's. I felt beauty...and intense energy all around me - in the heavens and celestial energies moving. I saw this triangular energy covering over the earth and I thought in my mind, "I bless you all." It's so awesome because in the past my anger is what would have come through but because my heart truly wants to bless all, that is what happened. The core inside my heart has healed in many ways - it has release a lot of my anger but being able to express it. :)
I felt almost inhuman because of the energy going through my body...My BODY felt inhuman but my mind was still very human. Soooo, I knew that it was time to activate my crown chakra...which activates the mind and gives clarity/wisdom.
I activate my crown chakra and my mind does come into alignment...I feel more clarity, simplicity and connection. It felt a little bit less "inhuman" and more - "connected". 
Then, my cat brought up a little rodent and wanted to play with it and eventually kill it. I felt uncomfortable by this. Should I save the rodent? Would it be sending a message to my cat that what she is doing is WRONG - when it's something natural to her? Should I interfere or not? 
I eventually let her into the house and she stopped playing with the rodent but then wanted to go back out...She might have killed it but I don't know yet. I am interested to see what my lesson with that is. 
My goal is to see how long I can remain in an activated state - how can I integrate this into my daily life? I enjoy feeling activated! :)