Friday, September 12, 2014

Money Manifesto

1. Acceptance
I am here to experience all of my feelings. I accept both my joy, peace, and courage as well as my shame, anger, and fear towards my finances. I allow myself to be grateful for an emotional indicator which tells me what is best for me and what isn't. As I witness any feeling of unworthiness, lack, or fear about my finances...I experience in my body how this makes me feel. I do not try to change it or make it wrong. I accept it now.

2. Release
I release all of these feelings and sensations in my body & soul back to the Earth. I feel my own connection with mother earth. I give all that I am experiencing to her. I surrender any feelings, judgements or thoughts to the Divine. With deep, warming breaths I ground myself. I feel as if my feet are becoming roots and connecting with the nurturing womb of Mother Earth. I feel her joyful, soothing welcome as I release into her embrace. I can sense that she wishes to take care of me and that all she asks is for me to allow her to.

3. Affirmation
From this moment forth, I will love myself, as I am. I am perfect and beautiful, no matter what is or isn't in my bank account! I feel in my body what it's like to adore myself, right now! I feel the abundance of being alive. I am rich with life. Everyday I am sending 100% pure love from the Divine Universe through my Holy Body and through every glowing chakra. I am divine. I am supported by the Universe. I am unlimited and anything I want I can have. There is no lack in my world. I drink in these affirmations like sweet nectar...From this blissful, buzzing state I can see with confidence that money is innocent, pure energy and that it is attracted to my own innocent, pure energy! I'm irresistibly filled to the tops of my soul with joy!

4. Intention
I set the the following intentions;
I have easy, flowing financial abundance. This abundance feels deliciously good, in my body, my mind, and my soul! I am ready to be open and receive all miracles and guidance concerning my money situation because I deserve it. I intend that all of this take place for the highest best of all life and so mote it be.
I close my intention setting by allowing all of my dreams/wishes to be released from my hands like letting go of butterfly so that it may be free to take flight.  

5. Envision
I am stepping into my most abundant life now. I envision this taking place as if there were an open door in front of me and through that door is all that I am asking for. I step through that inviting, sunny doorway. As I stand on the other side I begin to imagine what my best possible future looks like. What does it feel like in my body? What are my thoughts? What are my emotions?
From this state of envisioning...I find a pen and paper and write a love letter to my finances. I see my finances the same way I would a beloved mate. I allow myself to be real, raw and passionate. I envision that all the good times I've experienced with my finances were like foreplay for what is to come.
 
  

Monday, September 8, 2014

Roots

"Hope in the darkness". This is something that has propelled me forward. "Seeing isn't believing, believing is seeing" - this has assisted me in overcoming obstacles in my life.
After my parent's divorce, I was lost in a chaos storm and I didn't know how to pick up the pieces. I began to go inward...even though after a time it became isolation - I was also asking a lot of existential and spiritual questions. Eventually it led to my spiritual dark-night-of-the-soul and transformation in 2011. 
I can see the other realms and I can still feel them. But I chose to come back to this planet, to this time and place. I chose to ground myself here. I chose to *continue* living. 
I want to ground deeply into my body, my life and to express myself with my actions everyday. I can take the wisdom from the magic I've cultivated to create.

True growth takes courage on my part. I am being asked to take responsibility. The confidence will come when I can truly accept all that I am and the power that is there. 

I feel there is need for more confidence in myself. In the past I would've *tried* to make that happen all at once. Now, I believe I must be rigorously honest with myself and take action steps [even if small] everyday. I cannot tell myself it's not okay for me to be where I am today. I need to accept it and then go from there. Acceptance is the key to freedom. Discipline will be my ally. 

I can ease up just a bit of pressure on myself, though. It isn't easy to do what I'm doing. It is possible though and joy lives now. 

If you're living your life and it feels stuck...if there is a feeling that it will always be this way. That you'll always feel powerless, unloved, hopeless - don't despair. If you are alone - you can be found. If you are powerless - you can find yourself. If you are hopeless - a new dawn can rise. Sometimes it's found in the small victories. Those small victories grow and start tying together until you become altered, transformed. 

There are Universes inside of us. My goal is for us to ground that experience here on Earth.