I learned something important today about myself. I tend to psycho-analyze the crap outta' people. If I feel uncomfortable about something I will see that the reason why is because they think this way for this reason thus why they treat me the way they do. But, the problem with that is one - it's usually not accurate of the actual persons heart or situation and two there is a disregard to that person's truth. They are free beings of light, they aren't bound by fears or hurts or anything this mind of mine can come up with. Everything is in divine order and is part of MY lesson being reflected back to me. I can guarantee ya' if something they are doing is ruffling my fur then I can know that it's a mirror of something in my heart needing to be identified.
When I saw that I psycho-analyzed a lot, I was thinking, "Maybe I should work on that." With twenty minutes while speaking to my mother I had to stop twice because I started doing it to two different people! Then when I went home I was doing it in my mind. I had no idea how much I did that!
Also, over analyzing can get me into trouble, period. To open myself up to true knowledge I have to be willing to put away what I feel like I've always known. It if it doesn't come to me naturally then trying to make the knowledge come to me prematurely may actually just slow down the process...Hmmm, just a thought.
I am very excited about this time management class that I am taking and the importance of setting goals and staying focused.
Thank-you, higher power for existing. I love you. Freedom is real. Thank-you.
Now, I will get my rest and rejuvenation. I will also try to share more of my musings again but I have been high pace lately with not much down time.
With all the love and light and truth I embody,
Elizabeth
No comments:
Post a Comment