Intentions

A new opportunity, a door has been opened before me. Beautiful guidance appeared in my mind, "The door has been opened: Come. Ask for courage from within to take that epic step into the light." My bravery is being called forth, once again. I am watching the world we are all living in - I feel love, as I always have. I also see the wars and the chaos, the pain. I am not turning a blind eye by what I am doing and by my path. I was once someone who thought that things were achieved by will force. I remember having these dreams where I would be disagreeing with a friend about something and as it continued my friend would not stand down from her opinion. So I would get angrier and my friend would always stop talking...stop listening. This made me even more angry and I would start to scream. I'd scream because she wouldn't listen and because I couldn't force her to. I felt powerless. But she wouldn't budge, no matter what and often would turn back with cold words. In these dreams - my belief that I could force anything to happen was disproved. Often have I experienced and seen that the very thing I dislike and I resist, I become. I'm not looking to throw things down or to set net laws over people. I may hold for the dream of world peace but not by a tyranny for that isn't truly peace. My inner wisdom tells me that by each individual awakening to their individual paths and regaining a connection or continuing to have an true connection with something greater than themselves - however they may call it or see it or believe it, an entire transformation will take place. That as each person unfolds...we all will. There is no need to destroy, not for me. Stand in my truth and stand my ground, yes. But I no longer want to use my will over other's. This is of course, the ideal. I will fall and make mistakes but it is my focus and my direction which holds my intentions that will move me. I have taken on an internship with Charis Brown and for me, it is that step towards my greatest of intentions. I no longer want to hide my beliefs or what truly matters to me. I do believe that I can support your journey towards unfolding and that you can support me. We truly are all in this together, either way. I wish to imbue this life with uplifting others and supporting the manifestation of heaven on earth. So, I will promote and support healing, finding your true path and your personal unfoldment. I understand the need for the shadow, for the sick and for the decay...I allow that, I also continue to put my focus on my intentions. That we can truly be free from the chains that bind that which we truly are. This is my dream made manifest...these very words that I write. All my dreams before me have come to pass and I had been wondering what my new dream would be - this is the most epic dream I've ever dreamed. It does scare me and many voices within doubt it and beg me to be realistic...the fear of walking down a road that will be beyond challenging. This is no longer a question of whether or not it's the right thing for me - my heart has spoken, the door has opened. "Come." This is my choice, may it be my voice. Doubts appear along the path, always...always. They continually remind me of what is reasonable, what is realistic and what is not possible. They're meant to keep me grounded. But my heart tells me to be true to who I am...This, I have found, is far the most important wisdom I can seek. Let me not be discouraged by fear but understand it's purpose. It asks me not to be blase about my choices...to take true consideration and stand with confidence. I ask for courage now as I walk into the light - my feet are dirty and I have glanced back many times. Here I am - with open arms and I give what true, authentic intentions I have.