The present moment is a gift. How difficult it has been for me to let go of the past...for me to accept death, mine and yours. How difficult it still is. It pains me to accept the vulnerability of life...the limitations, the realities. Of course! I am made of stardust and my Soul is infinite...but this vulnerable body, and this human life is not. The first thought in that is fear, then a landslide of emotions...anxiety, terror, rage, bargaining, denial, sorrow...victimization, pride...indulgence. How do I cope? Why? These have been my questions...but...I'm beginning to understand on a soul level...take in each moment as it comes...just as you would eat a delicious meal served by the love of your life...just as you would appreciate a song that life your soul to the greatest heights. Life is a journey, it is a work of art...a string of breaths meant to be appreciated every step of the way...the second thought could be grace...It could be one of love. Love...love is acceptance. I don't have to have all the answers...this isn't a math equation, this is an EXPERIENCE.
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