True You

I want to talk about the possibility that who we think we are, are quite literally a multiple of entities. At least, the personality is. I have already come across the idea of an "inner council". Which is why a person can argue with themselves or have an almost completely personality depending on mood, situation or nothing at all. There is also the idea that we all have guides which are real beings who have most likely incarnated on the Earth before but not always. When I went through my awakening last year - every aspect of myself had a "voice". Different locations of my body had it's own consciousness. No longer did I see myself simply as Elizabeth but Elizabeth with many, many facets. Almost as if Elizabeth were a great ship and whoever spoke from my actual lips or thought my thoughts was just at the controls of the ship. This is the best metaphor. Since we are all one, anyway, this wasn't too shocking to believe that our guides and other aspects of ourselves are what make up what we call "I". Any person who has empathy has experienced feeling someone else's feeling as their own feelings. And to someone who can't tell the difference between their distinct own thoughts can easily mistake another entities words for their own. Because not only do you hear the beings thoughts but you feel what they feel and the energy behind it. This shouldn't make a person feel helpless or paranoid. I do believe beings can only speak to you through "portals" that you have open in your energy. Whatever frequency you are sending out is what you will be available to, for the most part. Because it is like you are tuning into a specific radio station. It doesn't mean other beings from different frequencies cannot contact you but it does make it that much more difficult - this is my speculation. I believe there are beings whom are exactly WHO we are but they are part of our personality [which is again a huge ship with different passengers] and these beings are with us from the day we are born to the day we die. I also believe there are guides who are connected to use and do have an impact on our personality but they still are living on their own realms. I then believe that there are helpful beings that come to us as guides and it can feel like they are a part of us which is not completely inaccurate considering how energy works and the truth of existence but they are not planning to keep a connection in the way the other guides do. This is all speculation of course and mostly from what I've picked up and from what I've experienced. I'd love to hear some other views. Anyway, I've come to the realization that while my own fears and doubts may be present - other entities that feed off that energy will continually excite these fears and make them monumentally worse than they truly are. I believe all aspects of one's personality and the guides are important and definitely should have a voice but it's so important to know who you TRULY are. Which is you spirit. For me, I always see an incredible light being. This being doesn't exactly talk and it what I believe to be my direct connection to spirit. Once you know who you truly are then you are able to make decisions that are truer and you are able to embody your own spirit more. This is what I've experienced. I also realized that many of things I had been doing and thinking that I wanted to do was actual not something I was interested in at all and had nothing to do with the highest good for all. Getting in touch with your truest self is so important - otherwise...it's like drifting around with all this potential but doing nothing. This is the extreme of course. But I couldn't believe how much time I had been wasting on things that weren't part of my truth and how quickly that became clear to me once I was in tune with my true self. The personality is like the emotions, they are meant to be GUIDES not masters. The spirit is the Master. When I was going through my awakening there came a point where I just didn't know what to do anymore and though many part of myself and the guides had ideas...it simply wasn't working. And I just kind of felt like I didn't know what I was. Finally I got so annoyed and just threw my hands up, "Surely I can be of some help! Surely I have a purpose here!" And that's when my spirit came to me and I regained that connection. Then every time I would feel confused...I would tap into that nameless connection. Instead of listening to the guides or the personality voices. Because, at that point, I needed to be in charge. It was okay to let them guide me but I had to be the one making the decisions. This is also a way to move past anxiety. Your true self is not anxiety - your true self is more than a feeling and so you won't have to identify with that feeling but simply let it be there and pass through. And this happens naturally when you are identifying with your true self. I would say there is no set way of discovering your true self. Really it's not hard because you ARE your true self and so you are already being it. It's kind of like when you're first seeing aura's. You realize that you had been seeing those colors vaguely all of your life but you just didn't pay them any attention. It's similar with this. :] Much love to all of you!