You know how sometimes you get stuck in this loop, this endless pattern where something you don't like - keeps on showing up in your experience? And years of it happening turn into more years, by this point...You think it's just "how things are." It's happened so much for so long, it feels like it's part of...who you are. So, you think to yourself; "if this is something I can't escape then I've gotta' learn how to deal with it." You start learning how to deal with things that you don't like. "That's just the way things are." And being an adult is learning to deal with it.
I felt pretty brave, I felt pretty strong. I would find a way to deal with it. Then, I went through an intense spiritual experience that burst my bubble. Things changed that had become ingrained as a part of who I was. I experienced that whatever my focus was, was literally the reality I was choosing for myself. "I'm not sure I can make it..." Immediately I would KNOW I wasn't going to make it, voices would affirm and I would feel my energy dropping - I could intuitively feel the universe responding in tandem and creating that world for me.
"I know that I can make it." My whole being would light up with a knowing that I would make it, voices affirming me and the whole universe creating the reality for me.
No one, who was there then, would've thought I would have made it out. But I came back, fully functioning and SHINING. I realized that the future is a blank canvas.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqSlinFtPQY
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