Authentic Living

My beliefs...I can only say I truly know there is a higher power that exists in this life which has been there for me all of my life. But I sense in my heart that thousands of years of shamanic practices have credence to them. I sense and believe there are fairies. I feel there are many types of spirits from guides, alien energies...earthling/fairy type energies...ghosts and ancestors. I believe there are many types of God/Goddess energies. Who knows what is really happening on the other side. It's not my goal to break the veil...or to contact the darker energies of my past. But my soul has lacked some authenticity in the fact that I haven't been fully embracing my beliefs about spirits and nature and the ability to heal and change energy. I believe in these things and maybe that at times could make me ungrounded but I will not deny that they affect me.
I want to create practices which honor these beliefs. I want to reclaim my authenticity...to no longer fall victim to vampires who see the potential and want to take advantage of it.
I will shine my authentic light and feel comfortable in my own damn skin being who I am and believing in what I believe.
I feel I have overcome my inability to speak my truth or stand up for my own feelings...now, it's once again time to step into the fullness of my own being. I don't have to be afraid. I feel like the fairy will help me heal these physical ailments I've struggled with...I do not hate my physical ailments...each one had guided me deeper into my soul to reveal a soul sickness. The body is simply a mirror for my soul...when it suffers, so do I.