Morning 'ritual':
- Space with God, devotional or bible
- Write down word or thought of the day
- Morning Prayer
- Meditate on thought or word of the day
- be positive or help someone else
- Reflect on the word of the day; good and bad of the day. Write about it in the blog.
- Read A Return to Love
- Thankfulness, repentance & Love Prayer
So today's thought of the day is;
Stay still and stay focused on Love
Focus on positive thoughts & love. Stay still and let God take the wheel.
Positive's of the day:
- Gave Kayla her prom dress money
- Made friends with a new girl named Heather
- Became a part of a drama that really fits into what I am going through
- Forgave Skye and spoke to her about the fact that she was jealous of me getting the role and said some hurtful things about me being the popular one and her being the outcast.
- Had fun with Kayla at Walmart
- People bought me things, got a new T-shirt
- Mom was a good mood coming home
- Helped Carla with a breakthrough and really reconnected with her
- Sam seems to be in a good mood and he wants a picture from my prom dress fun
- Felt like a Princess again in my dress!
- I did not feel strange around Hoyett and Brian didn't seem to be upset with me
- I really felt the spirit of the drama and came up with some good suggestions for it
- Didn't focus on school work enough
- A bit judgmental of the kids at school for being so loud
- Felt a little awkward around Brian
- Got annoyed with Johnathan, Aron, Micheal, Jacob and Cole
- Got very upset with Skye for getting jealous, talked a bit angrily to others after she left
- Bought an extra shirt without permission
- Didn't engage in the spiritual discipline
Prayer Requests
My mother~I pray that my mother will be blessed with a newer and replenishing perspective and she will feel the joy reentering her life. That no matter what life throws her way, her eyes will rest on God and on Love and with this new perspective, wonderful changes will come to her. That she will begin to see just how truly beautiful she as a human being and person. That she will accept this, that a new confidence will reign through her and those negative thoughts will no longer have control over her life. I pray that she will be free of her negativities once and for all and no matter how many times they come at her she will have made a decision to move passed it. I pray that nothing will stand in her way.
My grandfather~I pray that his body will quickly heal and he will feel rejuvenation enter his entire body from head to toe. That as he slowly gets closer to his time to cross the veil he will be surrounded by the one's he loves and know that he is greatly and deeply loved by them. Especially me. That I hold a lot of respect and I am eternally grateful for all he has done for me and everyone else. He is a terrific man and deserves to go peaceful with all the Love he has given to us all over the years. I pray that his lungs will hold out healthy and strong until the very end and he will not have to go through suffering and a painful end. I pray that he will be just as strongly protected as he has been protecting us all these years. I love him very much and he deserves the best that he is.
My father~I pray that my father will find strength within his own heart and begin to see just the wonderful person he is to me and many, many other people. That he is someone who deserves love and happiness and anyone who really knows that would believe him. Because even if he's not a 'good' guy, he is definitely a truly loving man. He truly loves people and he truly cares what happens to them and no matter his own problems he goes out of his way for people. People don't always appreciate that about someone but he really does love. My whole family is so full of love and I wish they could all see just how beautiful and wonderful they are. I pray that my father will feel divine intervention with his alcohol addiction and realize that he no longer has to struggle so desperately with it. That his desire for it will be quenched with the waters of the Holy Spirit and that his brain will be reprogrammed to not want it anymore. I pray that all his troubles he may face he will find a place of peace and they will be taken into God's hands. That he won't feel he must do it alone. Because he's not alone.
My brother~I pray that my brother will stay strong through whatever trials he must face and that no matter what happens he will always remember the great person that he is and that he will forever keep that true love deep within his heart. That joy will follow him wherever he goes and the Holy Spirit will fill him with unearthly wisdom. I pray that my brother will have peace, that he will find something I feel he has not had for many, many years and that is a soft and sweet peace that passes understanding . And the joy he feels will change the world around him because I know who he really is. He is an eagle among the flock and a smiling one at that. For as Jesus showed us True Love he too, can show us True happiness. He understands things, truly understands things. I pray that I get to see my brother laugh with all the happiness from within his heart and that I can see him smile ear to ear and he may be fulfilled in whatever way is truly true him. I pray that my brother will never forget, that he too, is not alone. I am there, his family is there, his friends are there...You are there. Please be with him in his time of need.
Skye~I pray, father. Help this child of yours to see just the beauty that brims full just behind her smile, those glowing eyes of her. She is so precious to me and I only wish that she could feel the beautiful love that floats along each word that leaves her lips when she is trying to make someone else feel accepted or when she understands me and truly listens. I pray that she may gain that confidence to not close her heart to life and remember that the nightmare is not really here. That the lie is all that she isn't. She IS a True daughter of God. She is a unmatched being that bleeds Love through every tear that falls and that Love will never leave her side no matter how hard she may cry. But God is right beside her every step of the way and she is never alone. We're not alone, he's here with her. I pray Skye will understand that no matter what happens around her, it can't change who she truly is and that she must let go of the bitterness in her heart to truly feel the happiness that is waiting that. I pray most importantly that Skye will feel beautiful and loved because she is a wonderful girl that deserves to feel loved. I love her. I want her to feel it. I love you, God, please help show her this. That she is truly loved for exactly the precious person that she is.
Emily, I pray that you are blessed with peace that passes understanding, love that wraps around you like a warm embrace from a parent or a friend. I pray that whatever adversity may stand in your way you will not forget the happiness that has been given to you over the passed few days. I pray that you will be shown just how truly magnificent you are the lies you have been told will wash away from the walls of your heart so that you can see Love is all that ever truly remains. I pray that God will stand with you and show you through the hearts of the one's you Love that nothing compares to True love when you open up your heart. That you aren't alone, either and no matter what you face, "If God is for you then who or what can stand against you?" You'll be more then okay when this is all said and done. And that everything has happened to you are really mercies in disguise bringing you closer to Him. Love will never leave you and I pray that no matter what you're going through you will still be able to smile that unbearably beautiful smile of yours and share the world the kindness that only Emily's heart can share. You're one of the most special people in my life meaning that you have been through so much with me and mean so much to me, I don't just want but NEED you to be fulfilled. I pray that every True wish you have will be blessed to you and I pray this tenfold. Be blessed, be loved and remember you're never alone.
Kait, I pray that you will find peace in the midst of your chaos and that God will work miracles in your life and you WILL feel that love within you and that you are not alone. I love you with all my heart and I pray that you will know this every moment you breathe in a breath of air. I pray that you will keep strong to who you are and remember that you are this beautiful shining light but you will never let anything else cover it up. I pray that God will help guide you through whatever struggles you may go through and positivity will take a leading role in your life. I pray that you will feel fulfilled in ways you have forgotten were even possible. I pray that no matter what happens you will always remember you have a friend and Love when you need one. I pray for peace that passing understanding to live in your heart.
I pray for Love, Joy, Peace, Wisdom, and Fulfillment for everyone else that I love, which is everyone! I pray all the positivity that I possibly can for all of you and for anyone that is struggling right now. I pray that Love will enter your heart the moment you read this or even if you can't read it that God will touch everyone's hearts tonight and everyone can feel renewed. I pray with all my heart and soul that everyone can experience these things. I pray that all my brother's and sister's will have a good nights rest and that they can have sweet, refreshing dreams. I love you all!
I pray that I will be renewed of the Spirit when I sleep. I pray that all the things I need to work on from today and even things that I haven't seen that I will progress greatly tomorrow and the Holy Spirit has already begun to change things in a positive way for me. I pray that I will be surrounded with love, joy and peace and that no matter what I must face within the next few days, weeks, months or years to come that I will feel confidence in the thought of you, my Father. I pray that I will lead a positive mindset through the day tomorrow and that no matter the outcome of things I will stay focused on a Love based thought process and hear what the Holy Spirit is really trying to show me. I pray that I can be truly transformed through your graces and mercies. I pray that I can reach my Dreams, all of them every single True dream! And I pray that I can truly believe in myself and truly have confidence in myself and Love myself with all my heart and soul! And I pray that I will truly trust myself no matter what happens I will know I can trust you, too. I pray that Love will conquer all obstacles in my way and that you will help me passed them. I pray for protection but wisdom, as well. I pray for help with how I should speak to Hoyett and that I come from a loving place not a bad place and that goodness will follow those actions. I pray that I can have the peace of mind about my future and my life and you, God, will continue striving passionately to help me to change. Because, Father God, I REALLY really want to. I pray to you, oh Lord, don't let me fall asleep again. Please, Father God, more then anything, I want to Truly live. I want to Truly Love and see things for what they are. I love you, God. I really do, you mean so much to me. All of you do. I love you all.
Father God, I pray for Kirene. I pray that peace, love and joy over all other things will feel him to the tops of his soul and that he will truly understand he is the terrific person that I have always said and seen and believed he is. I pray that he will let go of whatever build up of years of guilt and self condemnation he has put on himself and be free. I pray, Father God, if I have ever prayed any pray as strong as this one, free that man. Free his heart, free his mind, his soul. Free him from the chains that bind him and let him return home. Let him soar like he always should and bloom into the glorious flower he is. To become the Eagle of Life. To become someone who can truly say they Love with all their heart without feeling like an outsider without feeling like they lost their chance to say that. Please, Father God, Holy spirit, still the pain that rampages through his heart and fill his ears with sounds of your loving voice. Show him that he's not alone, no matter what he thinks. He's NOT alone in this. He, yes, he is loved. He has never been stopped being loved. And I pray that I can help show him this, God. But I also pray you will give me the wisdom as what to do. Please, God, I pray that you give me the strength to feel the Love for him so strongly and so intunely that I will know what he needs from me. What will make him more pure of heart and full of love. I pray that my best friend, that my lovely Guardian, that the guy who helped me through some of the hardest times in my life, well that I could help him through his. I pray that this beautiful, beautiful soul will no longer live in anguish that he is something he's not. I pray, oh, how I pray that his Spirit will be consumed with love and comfort that no matter what devious doubt tries to take him back, Your love will overpower them all. For if you are for him, what can stand against him? I love him and I know you do, too. I pray that you will give him peace, tonight. True, true peace that can only steam from the deepest feelings of love.
And in all these different prayers and requests to be prayed about, I pray in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
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This is the song for the drama. <3 It truly fits what I am going through. I cannot wait till I get to preform it!
Now I must rest because it is far passed my bed time and my eyes are barely even able to focus on the computer. LMAO!
All my love~
Eli
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