I want to say this to my own 'home frequency', to my core:
I AM FREE.
What if we came to this Earth not with a thing to do but to just be? What if this world, this life is not about right or wrong but having fun?
WHAT IF whatever path you choose is fine because at the end of the day it leads all to the same place. And so it's not about the path you choose being right or wrong but being what YOU want to choose. Who are YOU, Elizabeth? Who do YOU want to be and what do you want to be?
I am free to be and do whatever I want.
What if life is a big playground, our life the creative brush to a huge masterpiece. I still remember the story about the flower. That God made it because it's beautiful and it reminds us to cherish the beauty, the 'fun' of life.
What if we're co-creators and we came here to create? If I can create anything, I want to create my life longs dreams but more importantly, I want to create more and more love until it seeps through everything I am, do and be.
I want to live in this moment. Right here, right now. Nowhere else but here in this moment and just be. To just cherish this moment with all it is.
I've noticed that I have SO much to say about the experience I went through a few months back and what I've continued to learn and go through after that. A friend pointed out that maybe I should write a book. I may do that one day but right now, I just don't know if I'm ready to share it. Not because I'm stingy but because I don't want to share something that may not even benefit the public. It was talking to a friend tonight and telling her how when I was younger I felt so smart and like I was really ahead of most people in life and then it was like I realized through this whole experience, "Oh...I'm still 17." And I am, no matter how mature I am, I'll always be my age. So anyway - back to my point. I want to write about my experience or anything that comes to my mind that I'd just like to talk about. It's a bit different from this blog because here I am trying to track my progression and day to day life, feelings and thoughts so that when I look back on it at a later time it might be something that I can use as a reference. It also can help to sort thoughts out through a blog. I want to write it online because there is something magical about sending it out to the world like a bottle into the ocean and I know that there are some people who are curious to know about it. The people who have this blog will also get a link to the other one because I'm going to post it on here whenever I do make it.
I don't really have anymore time to write though since it's getting a tad late and I have school in the morning so now I will take my leave!
More from me soon[hopefully!] I do have some interesting stuff I'd like to write about.
-Liz
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