I am who I choose to be.

So after what I had talked about earlier I woke up with insight.
Who am I? I am me. I am who I choose to be. The science of my soul, it may reveal answers but who I really am is love. I'm not different in any way that truly counts then others. I may be more aware but this is what I feel is truth to my core. I am Elizabeth Morgan and what really matters is that, that name is my name here and now. The person I am NOW is all that I am. Now is the only time I know.
Where did I come from? I came from my mother and father. But I wanted more from that answer...I felt like saying, "No...before that." Well, I believe I'll know all about that sort of past one day or at least once I pass the veil. But what matters truly is here and now. I came from the same place every other creature did, life. That's what I've come to believe so far. I still do want to know about my past, where I came from in conjunction to the rest of the crowd but it shouldn't stall my growth or being able to live my life.
Why am I here? So far I know it's to love and to be free, to be me. If there is something more specific then I will trust my higher self which holds knowledge of all the questions I've been asking to relay this to me when I need to know it.

Trust. I would like to trust myself more. Trust that I will know what to do whether it be giving a smile to a strange or doing something on a larger scale. I want to make a big difference and I can feel that intensity within me but I also don't want to forget to just live and be me. For whatever reason, this is my home right now and that's all that matters. This moment, here and now.

I still want to keep my eyes peeled but I don't want to forget my life in the process.

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I was thinking about life and all the different forms it comes in. And how easy it would be to see all the huge differences in perception and everything else that pushes on another apart. Even between the human species, we have different cultures, religions, races and genders. We've got different ages, mental capacities and preferences. But something brings us all together...And not just humans but plants, animals...everything. It's like it see's passed all of it and see's the real us. I think it's love. It helps you to see from someone else's perspective and not to be too quick to jump to conclusions about something you don't understand. Without love, how can any of us live without constant fear of one another or even ourselves?
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I want to make my own choices. I don't want to leave things up to fate and what I'm 'destined' to be or do. If there is anything that has been planned it must ring true with who I really am for it to be something that I choose. After all, I AM the one who makes the choices, I should listen to my own wisdom before jumping forward.
 

-Liz