Who I am or who am I?

"True Love is for everyone, everywhere, always and forever. Such is the only love that liberates. All other, more limited and limiting versions are not love at all, but ego at a masquerade party." 

• Okay, before I write I'm going to sit here and roll my head back and forth a little trying to really 'feel' the authentic me. Haha! I'm trying to say that I want to be honest as I can be. 

I'm remembering my old nature. I found beauty within myself but I also could still see what I perceived to not like about myself. These things I also saw in other people but the problem was a lot of times I didn't see the beautiful as well. I saw them as separate from me in the way that I believed they just didn't care enough to care about themselves or other people.
I felt angry. I still feel the anger.

• What I want to do with this blogging is bring my authentic self to the table and leave the rest up to my spirit to reveal to me my truth. 

I fell back asleep in this life. And I blamed other people for it. For the pain I felt and the numbness. I still don't take responsibility for the fact that I, and only I, am responsible for my own feelings and experiences. I am affected by other people. Yet, I do have choice on how I want to live my life. I don't blame myself for blaming others, what was a young girl to do? But I am strong enough now to say to myself, "There's no one at fault here for what happened. You simply fell asleep. You've been dreaming of something that isn't truly there."

And eternal light cannot be extinguished, right? Then does that not mean that the others are also simply asleep from their true selves? Why hate them for this? Why hate them for something you have also done? But I know one thing that is for certain, I am not alone. There are so many people who ARE awake and doing the best they can to be true to who they are.
Whoever I end up loving, they will be worth this love, of that I also know. For the eternal flames in our hearts, I will strive to be true.

Peace, be still.