Thursday, January 5, 2012

Know me and I am here.

Hello again, my blogger friends!
I probably will have to make this short since I'm going to be leaving for work in about five minutes but I wanted to say a few quick things. As you probably just guessed, I am now a working woman. I am working at Subway as of right now. It's hard work [no, it really is]. Not in the way that it challenges your brain much but it's very fast paced and that's a new experience for me. I come home feeling exhausted and sometimes even a little depressed but work is not even close to as nerve wracking as I thought it was going to be. I am working with friends whom I love which makes it much easier. Also, there is that benefit of earning a salary and the fact that I feel proud of myself for having a job. It's definitely not the job I want for the rest of my life but it's a start and I think it's a good growing experience for me. I am very thankful for it.

It's definitely made me more hungry for my spiritual life and so that's actually been something to motivate me to pray more and meditate more on my higher power. I've been having wonderful experiences at church with the new minister and today I even remembered something very important. Whenever I needed to speak with my higher power at the beginning of last year; it was only until I was certain that my higher power could hear me that I would maintain an ongoing conversation with it. It's as though the higher power is saying, "Know I'm there and I will be there." Though, I feel the higher power is always there, obviously. There is something monumental in believing.
Yet, I have still had results when I've just wholeheartedly tried but still had my doubts. It just seems there is a clear connection to God when I believe.

Rides here! Off to work!

Nemaste!

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