Friday, September 21, 2012

A piece of humble pie

A quick reminder to myself: I don't have all the answers, all I have are ideas. There may always be some truth to my ideas but they can be changed and adapted as I change and adapt. Truth because divinity lives in me as well. I can feel confident and strong in what I believe or have an idea in if it rings very true or divinity is moving through me. But I can also be strong in my vulnerability when I have no answer but questions.and my ideas may be very vague because I don't always need to be in control or have all the answers - that's why my higher power exists. And is willing to do what I wont and get me unstick when I can't. It's willing to royally piss me and my pride off if it's what is best for me and it keeps loving me only the way a higher power can. And in regards to my expectations of others. They don't have all the answers either but good ideas with divine truth and some ideas I dont resonate with. No one has to be that person with all the right answers and my divine connection. No teacher...no one. So I go with what resonated and maybe I don't project them judging me or them being better than me. And maybe I can not judge so much and project me being right or being wrong sio much. If this is about seeing where my growth or my heart is at and other people help show me that then its not how they need to change but me instead. I do believe in setting boundaries and giving advice when its asked for...I just want to be less controlling of other people and myself. I want to stop holding expectations and start seeing where I am at. So this is a piece of my humble pie that I offer to myself for later, to you reading this and the universe at large. It can be hard to let go and admit to not knowing much at all. For my sake I hope it gets a little bit easier and I wont get so distracted but that is ultimately out of my hands. All I can do is show up and know that I can make mistakes and life not be over. Thank you

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