Strength in the Truth

As I continue down this path, more and more is being revealed to me and the True truth is putting to light darker parts residing in me in which had been trying to fool me for a very long time. I am truly beginning to regain a sense of confidence in myself again but I know that I don't need to be too hasty about anything and continue to humble myself to the journey no matter what. But I do feel much strength coming back to me from the True truth. I have many books, movies and most importantly people in my life who are helping me along. Because that is the Truth. We are not alone. As long as we are willing to look, there is someone or something there to show us the light in our darkness. I have many things that I still need to accomplish. I'm not making as much achievements with my schoolwork because the website I use is not working and school has been out for one reason or another but I won't let that hinder my spirits and believe that there is always a reason for it. There are a few people in my life right now that are going through some rough spots and I am truly wanting to be there for them like they have been there for me.
They are not alone
Even with the trouble they are going through, there is a truth needing to be shown
It WILL not turn out as horrible as it seems, especially if you can grab onto the truth that is being revealed from the chaos storm or the chance for growth. Is it not true that there must be something not working for there to be such a break? I really hope that everything will be okay. But I DO trust that they are protected and truly loved. It will all be okay. Can't help but be human and be concerned. I do love them with all my heart and soul. But what they really need is my belief. All the belief that I can contain.
I remember Kerli saying once, "I feel like I am being born." I can totally relate. It really feels like I am being born all over again. From the darkness and nothingness that had rested in my heart from before to something so True and ALIVE! I feel like I am returning to innocence. Can't help but think of Enigma and feel a deep respect and love for the whole process. This IS what I've always believed in and what I've always dreamed of.
And I've found that I have this whole new respect for the Moon on a level that even I didn't truly see for what it was...She is the Light in our Darkest times. And in the darkness there are beautiful creatures that reside and love her and there is still much beauty seen in the Night. I believe it's a very feminine energy and something that I can truly relate to. I only hope to understand it more as the time goes on.

I hope that one day I can be True inspiration to those who need a light in their darkness.
If ever you doubt love, happiness and something MORE just remember that you're still not alone in those moments. You're never alone and if you truly need it, someone will be there.

I love you all.

Eli