But all of the sudden in my minds eye I see my hand reach up into my chest and then I see my beating heart. There was nothing on my heart, it was just doing what it was supposed to be doing. It was pumping blood and nothing was wrong with it. So farther up my hand traveled until it dipped into these dark cavern that led to my throat. Again, nothing was wrong with my throat. I could speak normally and I could breathe normally. So farther up my hand went till it reached my brain. It was just a brain that was doing what it was supposed to do. It sent signals and there was nothing wrong with. It made me begin to realize that I needed to see there was nothing working against me. My organs were doing exactly what they were supposed to do, I was somehow deluding myself. Now one thing was interesting that I saw weird green energies on my brain - like I was some kind of alien or something. But I knew what my body was telling me, I needed a perspective change. It did help me go to sleep.
I thought on it some more and it made me think of a symbiotic relationship. It was as though my body were showing me that my emotional whims do not effect the organs of my body that way. If I'm sad my heart isn't just going to stop working and be sad with me because it's have an 'off' day. That's not it's purpose. Also, I do not control my heart. I do give it things such as vitamins to help it but it is like it's on organism living in the same 'house'. But truly all the organs work this way, they do work with me but they are their own living organism. It makes me get a new perspective on treating my body like a temple. This beautiful creation of a body was freely given to me and I get no feeling that my body does not want me to have control but it does want me to see things clearly. I am the one having these emotion, the body is what is keeping blood pumping and neurons working. So then one must ask is the emotions just something of the brain along with consciousness or is there also such a thing as an emotional body? Some people call the emotional body the soul. I believe if one see's the emotional body like a normal body and realizes that it too, functions as a body would. Each part of the emotional body [some people see as chakra's] works to do what it was meant to do. While one is to keep the physical body healthy it is also good to keep the emotional body healthy. So if this is true then we are not living as one body but as at least two. I am someone who believes that beyond the emotional body is the spirit life. In understanding one's physical body, one can begin to understand their emotional body. It too, like the physical heart will do what it is supposed to do. The emotions do not have anything 'against' us or are out to get us. The emotional body also is not laying down on the job, there is no such thing but simply responding to what it is supposed to do. The emotional body seems to be much more highly connected to the mental body which is where consciousness resides. In understanding the functions of the emotional body, one can more easily understand the function of the mental body or of consciousness and that consciousness is the conduit for spirit to channel itself into the reality plane of existence. That consciousness is never doing wrong or is down on the job, it only doing what it is supposed to do. So to live a healthier life one should also know thyself to love thyself and to thine own self be true. I believe fear roots from misunderstanding for it was only in my delusion that I felt discomfort. This way of perceiving is so beautiful and comforting that I can't put it into words. Everything is flowing wonderfully. With understanding come grace. So really the fear is just misunderstanding and it's all part of growing. Can be a little bit painful to be born but eventually you'll make it if you keep pushing. Ah! It reminds me of the metamorphosis of the butterfly. How beautiful.
I thought on it some more and it made me think of a symbiotic relationship. It was as though my body were showing me that my emotional whims do not effect the organs of my body that way. If I'm sad my heart isn't just going to stop working and be sad with me because it's have an 'off' day. That's not it's purpose. Also, I do not control my heart. I do give it things such as vitamins to help it but it is like it's on organism living in the same 'house'. But truly all the organs work this way, they do work with me but they are their own living organism. It makes me get a new perspective on treating my body like a temple. This beautiful creation of a body was freely given to me and I get no feeling that my body does not want me to have control but it does want me to see things clearly. I am the one having these emotion, the body is what is keeping blood pumping and neurons working. So then one must ask is the emotions just something of the brain along with consciousness or is there also such a thing as an emotional body? Some people call the emotional body the soul. I believe if one see's the emotional body like a normal body and realizes that it too, functions as a body would. Each part of the emotional body [some people see as chakra's] works to do what it was meant to do. While one is to keep the physical body healthy it is also good to keep the emotional body healthy. So if this is true then we are not living as one body but as at least two. I am someone who believes that beyond the emotional body is the spirit life. In understanding one's physical body, one can begin to understand their emotional body. It too, like the physical heart will do what it is supposed to do. The emotions do not have anything 'against' us or are out to get us. The emotional body also is not laying down on the job, there is no such thing but simply responding to what it is supposed to do. The emotional body seems to be much more highly connected to the mental body which is where consciousness resides. In understanding the functions of the emotional body, one can more easily understand the function of the mental body or of consciousness and that consciousness is the conduit for spirit to channel itself into the reality plane of existence. That consciousness is never doing wrong or is down on the job, it only doing what it is supposed to do. So to live a healthier life one should also know thyself to love thyself and to thine own self be true. I believe fear roots from misunderstanding for it was only in my delusion that I felt discomfort. This way of perceiving is so beautiful and comforting that I can't put it into words. Everything is flowing wonderfully. With understanding come grace. So really the fear is just misunderstanding and it's all part of growing. Can be a little bit painful to be born but eventually you'll make it if you keep pushing. Ah! It reminds me of the metamorphosis of the butterfly. How beautiful.
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