Sunday, December 4, 2011

There is no separation!

Today I was reminded to things: All beliefs and religions lead to the same thing, there is no such thing as separation, and I am perfect as I am. 
I was also reminded that the ego or the projection of the idea of a separate entity is fear-based and just a delusion or a dream that I have been dreaming. 
I can wake up at any point in time and it's not my job to wake other's up but it is okay for me to speak my truth. Today I had a 'button' pushed and I was reminded about this fear within. Ultimately the sprouted from the guilt of watching someone I love seemingly be hurt by my own happiness or acceptance and appreciation by others. I also began to believe that this was because I was somehow different and that meant I was going to be alone. I never dreamed to be this 'great' person who no one can relate to or stand to be around because they are jealous of them. I just want to be me and be loved as me and for others to love themselves and see that the same beauty within me is expressed from them in their own unique way. But somehow I began to believe the lie as well and it scared me because I was just being myself and it hurt the one's I loved, or so I perceived. As my mother pointed out, "Their insecurities are something they have to deal with because you cannot give them confidence." What is it that bothered me so much about it? I felt like I was 'escaping' all that fear-based reality in those moments and then I kept being 'dragged back to hell'. But just like those insecurities within another is their own problem to deal with; the only reason I was bothered by that was because of my own fear inside. There is no separation. There is only love. 
Thank-you, God. Thank-you, Christ within me. For this expression upon the grand stage! 
Now, I will be still and stop thinking because sometimes thoughts are not what is needed to work through certain energy but being still and letting your heart take the reigns. 

- Elizabeth

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